Taboo-Religion and Politics

Religion and politics, these topics are taboo (wouldn't you all agree?). I have had my fair share of both and only one question looms. Did they or did they not fight for my right to have a voice, have a choice?

This I am sending out to all the die hards out there. Whether you are a die hard republican or democrat is completely irrelevant (it truly is), the point is our democracy was fought for and many died, this is a fact. I cannot in good conscience just vote straight ticket one way or the other and quite honestly I don't know how anyone can. Because of our outstanding vets, and I do mean outstanding, I have a right to choose. Thank you to all the men and women who have fought for this choice. Shame on the rest of you that are so one sided, how dare you call yourselves patriotic. Do NOT shove your political, religious or social beliefs down my throat, we should ALL be far far better than that. I get so angry to see people judged for their beliefs. Granted, I feel hatred and ignorance should not hold a place in our society but that is all relative to what we were raised to believe and what we came to believe once we were given all the proper information. In my case, the proper information gave way to acceptance and respect. I accept those that believe in their own cause and I respect the fact that they are allowed to do it, that in no way means I have to believe it myself it only means I have to respect the fact that they have a right to this.


Please think about this when you go to the polls, it doesn't matter whom you vote for, as long as you exercise your right to vote. This is too important to just ignore, get out there and exercise your right as an American citizen and as a true patriot. All our voices need to be heard, make a difference and do it Now!!!

Odd Man Out

I really love the anonymity of my blog it is so relieving, so liberating. I have a good friend whom once told me "A burden shared is a burden halved". Those words ring so true. So hear, my friends, is my burden.

Today I write, to relieve my pain once again. I have a brother, we have never been as close as we should have but I wish that could be different. I would love to be a part of his life but he doesn't necessarily see it that way. I am a good person, I can assure you all. I have no record, no drug abuse, no anything, I don't even consider myself high maintenance. I would just love to understand why it is me that is the odd man out,it hurts. I am only willing to admit this because no one really knows who is writing this blog. I certainly don't share this with my family. I would however love to share these feelings with anyone that is willing to read it, and I would certainly love your comments and suggestions. I don't think I am alone but I won't know for sure if you don't share with me a story of your own experience. Please share. I just want to know that I am not alone. Is there anyone out there with similar family issues?

One More Day

Be grateful for those in your life. Always know nothing is so bad that someone won't/can't help you. I recently had to deal with a suicide and it has been horrific. The aftermath is nothing short of the most difficult thing ever! Everyone has someone that will listen, love & help you get through this. No one is alone, you must believe this. Nothing is EVER so bad, I simply cannot express that enough. I have loved ones that will be dealing with the pain and suffering for many, many years to come, actually for the rest of their lives. It isn't fair. They loved with every beat of their heart and they were loved with every beat of his! Why could he not see this. What was it that made things so unclear to him that he could not see what was right in front of him. I am so sorry for his pain, if only he had reached out. This man leaves behind children that will forever question...why? There is no explanation, there is no blame. There is only emptiness and sorrow. Please savor every person in your life. Let them know they are forever worth your time and patience. Love them all and let them love you. We are all worthy of love and acceptance. One more day will make all the difference!

Bad Day

As I near the big 4-0, I am not really sure how I am feeling. My issue (not that there are many mind you) is what have I accomplished or should I be honest with myself and ask what have I not accomplished? I am currently raising my wonderful kids and they are truly my pride and joy. I guess my question is what have I done for me? I struggle with this and have for many, many years. This is not where I thought I would be at forty, I thought I would have a lot more life under my belt. Where exactly am I? Where are all of you? Please share your stories with me, I am feeling a whole lot of, oh I don't know, self pity heading my way (not to mention a large glass of red wine). Please save me from myself and from a very unpleasant hangover.